ok, went to see doc again today. this time, i think fever has most prob gone down. but im beset by new problems, the re-appearance of diarrhoea and the sickening throat ulcers. imagine the pain and inability to eat or drink much if ulcers are attacking the mouth. but mine is all the way in the throat itself, totally unbearable. i mean, its really damn f******* killing me, the pain.............

jz swallowing something like saliva makes me cringe. haven't ate anything much the last 2 days, actually, i drank a total of half a cup of cereal. thats all.

losing weight steadily. i feel weak. ok and doc is also puzzled, seriously. he gave me another set of antibiotics. and thro'out the 3 visits so far, i have received a total of 9 different types of medicine. And so, i've really never studied anything. yes, truthfully, im expecting some failures.

Sounds pretty helpless eh. I'll be really relieved if i can get back to my former healthy state at the end of all these nonsense. Gonna psych myself with this.. im giving it a fight against my sickness. i will push on.