got discharged from singapore general hospital after being admitted. it all started with recurring fever and that pain via the nasty fungus piercing on my tongue, i decided to take wee's suggestion to take blood test at hospital to find out the exact cause and save me from further misery.

(aha) talking bout it, im pretty terrified of blood, i can go all numb and faint. And after all the tests and stuff, the docs reckoned it was just this mean virus who took delight in ravaging my system. And i'm finally recovering btw, they fed me with the disinfectant which cleared most of the fungus on my tongue, to my total relief.

hospital stay wasnt that bored after all, i spent most of my time in the tv room, the nurses knew where to find me and chase me back to my ward to consume the medicine, haha. oh yeah, the nurses were pretty good looking. but i looked quite unglam so it doesnt make any difference.

(yes, im cheering up) good for those frens to visit me during this stay in sgh. so i should be back to full health soon, looking forward to that day.

Really dont know wads happening to me. i just cant seem to recover. everytime it seems ok, another sickening thing will pop up again.

It's been never ending torture for me. From the initial diarrhoea to high fever to throat ulcers to tongue decay to now fever again, and the relapse of the throat ulcers.

i know its not as serious as those suffering from terminal diseases. but its still a misery for me. the healthy jovial me u see last time is not the same one as me now. Now in a wretched state, i cant eat, i'm in a trance most of the time, i stay bedridden, i look weary, i look disgusting.

The only thing im glad is my mum. without her care and concern, i think ill be dead by now.

yup, im finally done with exams. kinda a torture to go thro it with my ongoing poor health. anw, i haven fully recover yet. im nearly there, but aint there yet. the remmants bacteria is fighting to its last end, quite stubbornly holding on. its a muz to eradicate all of them to prevent future relapse so im still taking steriods.

but today, the worst side effects i was expecting from taking steriods appeared, which is the growth of fungus in my mouth. when i woke up, i saw my tongue entirely whitish with spots. oh my, u wouldn want to see that scene. totally grossed out.

went to see doc again, stopped the sterioids, taking one more course of the accompanying antibio, and cream to stop the rot on my tongue. yeah, there*s a slight painful and uncomfortable feeling.

now that exams r over, no more late nights, no more stress, im not returning back to banquet work too, im just gonna spend all my time nursing myself back to health.

guys, enjoy the hols man and thanks for the well wishes.

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wad a longslowterrible way to recovery.....