next wk's exam, im feeling the crunch. but i've also been spending equal time mahjonging at viwawa.com, crap, its totally addictive at the wrong time. at the comp lib, pple will be groaning at stuff they cant understand in the notes, i would be urghhhhhhhh at 'jz missed the winning tile!'

there's only 2 routes i would take now for my career. i really aint gonna stick myself in the engineering mud. cant fathom myself caressing the equipment. Honestly, i still haven't got the juice after 4 yrs of studying.

Have been seriously toying with the idea of going back to my childhood dream. that's -> zookeeper. yeah, u might tink its a lowly job but i reckon otherwise. imho, animals are better to deal with than humans. and i would confess that yeah, there's jz this love for animals and nature. oh and so coincidentally, there was this tv programme on jobs jz yesterday, and the feature was the professions in the zoo, like zookeeper, vets, customer service. this particular keeper said, tis is not a 'cleaning after the animals' job, there're even graduates working as keepers here, all for one thing - their love for animals'

4 yrs of engineering studying = engineer (logical) / zookeeper??????????????????????

anw, ill decide again. there's always a way out in life.

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still got this ta-pao maths subject to worry about, having little confidence in it. i always suck at maths...... oh man, if i cant clear this hurdle.... ermm ill have to stay back 1 more sem? omfg.

u know for every non yr 4 paper since last sem, i've written at the front of the paper - last yr already, plssssssssss take mercy on me!!

one fine day. received an email from a fellow student in my elective course.

--->i have also taken the course of (XXXXX) but haven't joined any group yet. Judging from your name I know you are from China, and so am I. So can I join your group?

wad do u reckon my reply was?

my worst trait has to be constantly procrastinating. keep putting off doing something, seriously think its out of habitual carelessness or laziness. really getting sick of it.

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long awaited meet-up with the acs(i) band chaps.