FE1007 maths 2 paper... Nightmare Horror Show

ITS A CREEPY CRAWLY TALE !! A GHASTLY TALE OF UNSPEAKABLE HORROR IN THE MATHS PAPER!!

was mugging like mad the night before, damn worried and nervous, keep trying to cram in the formulas and the basic steps into my brain. after all, MATHS is my worst subject ever, i call it a bitch. i dunno why i have such strong distaste for maths also. juz not good at numbers.

woke up the next morning at 6am, prev set my handphone alarm to some mozzie tune (eeennng Eeewwwnng) and it was quite effective.

downed myself in Brands Chicky Essense, gonna revise another 2 hrs before i enter the torture chamber. hopefully, that essense can help increase the current small size of Maths knowledge into something BiGgggGGgg!! " Cheng Zhang Cheng Zhang, Wo Yi Cheng Zhang (grow ah, grow ah, my brain cells, pls increase for better efficiency and productivity) "

ok, in the torture chamber, i see people with all sorts of emotions, some trembling, some praying, some smiling, some concentrated, some serious, some ugly, some pretty, hmm.. u know wads the next best thing in exam when u r stuck with hard questions? its to have some pretty girl to sit in front / beside u, gaze at her for inspiration. sometimes it works! but unfortunately, today it was like a 1 day trip to the Great Wall of China! back to reality, the invigilator announced the start of the paper. how now brown cow?

and... u cant juz imagine that look on my face when i flipped thro the paper! PUI LA this paper. i kena stunned, thinking, oh no, dun tell me i gonna flunk again. coz the paper looks so indigestable. tutorials and past year exam papers doesn't even come close to this paper's high level of difficulty. makes you wonder all the work for this semester is worth it a not.

i looked around for reactions. there's this ger beside me, she's a "tour guide of the China Great Wall" i kept glancing at her thro'out the paper to see her progress. her initial reaction (-->) she spent quite a long time on the 1st question before proceeding to have few lines of answers on the remaining pages of the answer book. she muz have thought all her anticipated questions din come out and her A is like 1000 miles away.

ok, im now facing an avalanche of blurness in my mind. i seriously could hand up a grey blank script without anything on it. all i got in my mind was this 'devil trying to lure me into the irresistable temptation of taking it away again'

starting to panic. its gotta be there somewhere in the brain, analyze the question properly and perhaps, i can actually figure something out. and i realized question 1 was do-able after all. felt so unreal, i was actually attempting the paper! ok, i din get most of the answers actually for the remaining questions, got stuck, but oh well.

felt the person who set the paper muz be some sadist psycho, armed with unlimited ammunition to disable as many people on the battlefield as possible. bet he's some bald headed chap like (-->) who lost all his hair figuring out ways to strangle us, grinning at the number of failures that proves his ability to set challenging questions.

haha, i really wanna be unchained frm Maths man so i can really vacuum away all the irritating notes. yeah, gonna call my martian buddies, ask them to kindly *zap* up all the exam scripts.

4 more days to commencement of MY exams!

yinkai's starting tmr.. dun see him lying on bed so comfy but he's pretty serious and concentrated for his paper, some semiconductor shit. anw, i dun even dare make so much noise as usual also. good luck man. pls go overflow urself with lots of oil, jiayou jiayou..





this urinal collapsed in the toilet next to my hall's study room. haha.. amazing, wonder whose pee was so damn heavy. anw, they've promptly changed the urinal. good efficiency, haha

anw.. thanks emerald for drawing me a pic in return for wad i've drawn for her. urs is damn comical la but still, appreciate it man! oh, dun worry, i actually do kinda miss ur naggings during this period of no band practices, haha. so yeah, 'alle am besten' den. we shall have fun again when band resumes! *Bassoon Section Rocks!

talking about piano.. used to have a constant flow of music surrounding my every moment in life.. made my heart so warm everytime she plays the piano. and i, technically much inferior than her could only juz admire her fingers tickling over the ivoried surface, the memory of rhythm serenading like waterfalls.. every beautiful piece that touches our heart ended with a kiss, we were floating in between the harmonics and silence. haha.. and yeah, there was once when we were kissing deeply when my mum caught us red handed. my mum juz gave me a smirk and walked away. haha

our stories started with a moment in 4/4 time, recollecting the tales of how i met u, fell in love together and me leaving in the end. her lonely piano was left heartbroken, there were only tears that slipped off the edges of the keys.. since then, i've let go of my piano. all it contained was tunes of minor chords which i decided to play instead of major chords. i'm sorry that i've ever did that.

something made me felt like tonight was a beautiful one after all, received a surprise that realli warmed my heart despite the damn cold night. At first, it was strange enough when they (geri and serena) told me they were in my hall, when they couldnt possibly enter without my gate key, and weird enough to know that they r on the 7th floor (highest level - open area) instead of going to my room straight. so i juz went up to find them, but there werent anybody there. getting puzzled, i went out further and curiously saw something bright at the corner, haha oh man. its the all too familiar lightsticks forming a word..

J Y s m i l e !

haha.. and popped the two of them out frm the staircase door. hey buddies, thanks for this effort. i think im always tripping on words when im pleasantly touched, din exactly know how to respond too at that moment but i realli appreciate it (",)

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bout my best frenz, Sean Yeo. met up with him yesterday.. he's embarking on another new career journey path tmr as a banquet ops executive at grand copthorne hotel, moved over there frm singapore swimming club (banquet captain), so its a movement up the ranks in banquet career industry.

admire him a lot, he has a engineering diploma but he chose to rough it out in F & B industry. and his simple reason is this -> he has the passion for Banqueting, with the opportunity to interact with all sorts of people he'll get to serve during functions and the challenge of working in a fast paced environment.


flashback - met him in army back 2002.. i juz got posted to my new unit, HQ 3 SIB. and he was the first guy to notice me and said hi. it was a brigade run on that day. ahah and after that, its all history. we became the best of friends, always doing stuff together, belonging to the same wavelength. we could click so instantly in many areas. thats why we called ourselves martians, ahah it was like 'hey, we cant understand the rest of the humans, ahaha.. so we juz went *zap* '

but its realli damn fortunate to find someone who knows bout u , how u feel, what u think.

after ORD frm army, we did wonder if we will ever get to be as close as before. after all, i'll be embarking on a journey in NTU while he will be stepping into the realism of working world. but.. i'm glad to say, though our meetings have diminished till the lowest level, we have still maintained that frequency that bonded us thro'. juz that bit of update thro sms here + me working under him (banquet captain) on many occasions as part timer helps. oh yeah, he was the one who brought me in into the banqueting industry for my part time work. suffice to say, i gained lots of life experience while working as a waiter.

appreciate it martian~